I know I know

Words are so rare...almost lost in the mist..yes I get to walk through the cloud...the rains are such company...I sing when alone....smiles are abundant...time passes by in a mad rush..yes I have more than enough on my hands....I so want to find my ground....grime..grit...puddles...pebbles...dry leaves...chilly winds...laughter that cuts....silly that I still try to find the old haven all the time...Just did not realise I was living it all along and left it back in a huff. Am I mean? May be...Am I a child?...Can be. dump it dump it dump it dump it. I realsied one more thing...everyone around me ..no matter how different..no matter with what dreams..no matter with what past looks for the same things. We all look for the same things..maybe in the wrong places. Gosh!!what wouldn't I give for a roadmap..Gees.

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Beginning the third week now...learnt a lot about changes,loyality,trust..literally.Hmmm....so...dizzy, bone tired,can hardly see clearly, blinded with sleep,but can't sleep...test tomorrow...Thankyou God for this wonderful lesson.Hopefully won't forget ever again. Love you Lavale. :)

P.S homesick for the first time...Waiting for a break.But. whatever.Blah!!

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Last day at home...won't be back for a long time, and maybe even after that....Gees!!

Current music: Can't stop giving you up-Kylie Minogue